Friday, December 31, 2010
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Friday, December 24, 2010
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Sunday, December 19, 2010
I don't know how to react in situations like these. I'm not picking on things,but after all I've
gone through,it just makes it feel so much harder to make it seem like nothing has ever
happened. I find it fucking difficult to. It happened once,its happening twice. People might not
see this side,but definately I do and I see it better than anyone else has. I feel like I'm the worst
ever,but then again. I have reasons for doing so,do you know?
No one is perfect&that is completely true. We learn to over look everyone's imperfection and see
them as perfectly as we could. But is it all that easy to just over look them? I'm trying my best,
I'm trying so hard. Just to know,that all these while. I'm building the bridge to cross back over,
and there you are breaking it. Like deliberately wanting me not to cross back over.
Everyone has a limit and so do I. Me not saying a thing,doesn't mean I'm perfectly fine with it.
&this is stretching my limit more than its suppose to be. I'm just practically lost for words with
you. I am very upset,I cannot see things the way they used to anymore. You broke it once,
broke it twice. This is the third time. I really cannot see myself pretending that all of it has never
happened ever before. I really wished I could just pretend I never knew,I could pretend I'm
hearing things. I wish I could pretend you don't really mean it. Cause to me,you absoultely mean
every word you say.
I really wished you were kidding,but after going through twice of the same thing. I don't have
faith in myself saying you are,anymore.
Is it just me,or is it really you?
Can you hear how this heart aches? My heart hurts like no one's fucking business.
I fucking hate myself. )':
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Friday, December 17, 2010
For faith and love will keep us strong,when everything else goes wrong.
&your heart is free,and hope comes back to life.
4:23 pm,Friday afternoon&I received early Christmas gifts! Awesome much? \m/
This totally reminds me,Christmas is just round the corner in 8 days. &I got a new maid for
my present! HAHA okay,I'm totally kidding. Double A's maid came over to stay,cause they're
freakin going to hokkaido for their freakin holidays! Gonna head out soon to pick boyf from work.
&maybe catch "the next three days" later with Joey and wangzx. That's my Friday for you,
hope you guys have a good Friday ahead. Oh come on,it's fucking Friday! Damn.
Not working this entire week and it seems like the week just came to an end with a blink of an
eye. Monday was work,Tuesday was a little messed up. Wednesday,went for Ice skating with
Baby and Family,and did I mention,Zach is really adorable? (: Thursday was a little messed up
too but once again I have to say this,closing in MSC hasn't been so much fun since then,and we
totally made a record last night. Awesome closing,with the gang. &Today? I pretty sure it'll
turn out just good,I guess. (: Alright I'd better be heading to prepare to leave soon.
Love you guys. (L)
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Monday, December 13, 2010
Monday,13th December 2010. Currently 1:50 am.
Back to work in a few hours time,I'm dreading it. Very much. Sunday has been good,
to me at least. Jobaby is finally flying back today,feeling a little anxious to see her. (:
So it was Boyf's grandmother's Birthday celebration last night,with the family.
Which was rather heart warming,even though its simple celebration. This weekend has
been a little roughfor me,emotionally. Let's just say,I'm emotionally weak. Nevertheless,
baby made my week as fruitful still. Shoe shopping with him today,&I should say he's a
happy boy now! Finally got a new pair of bad ass shoes,which honestly,looks really awesome.
The week ahead,would be much better I suppose. However,I'm having slight monday blues.
Oh work,how much I dread you.
I wanna be a billionaire,so fucking bad.
Alright,Goodnight sweethearts. Have a great week ahead,love y'all. (L)
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Saturday, December 11, 2010
I know you're leaving for Rome tonight,and you're only returning next year in Jan.
I'll miss you and your radio spoil times,plus your ultimate NOISE POLLUTION.
Have a great trip over,remember to bring me back some angmoh boys,(HAHA KIDDING)
Don't try to bring back the Pope to show how holy you are,cause it doesn't work.
Half hour petition service means half hour petition service,don't keep saying is MASS.
Haha alright,definately gonna miss you,much. Have fun,love you and get your ass back in
SG asap. (L)
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Without having to scream the second with open our mouths to speak. Its been exactly
3 days we haven't spoken to each other. Came home today and the you're asleep again.
Well,this week has been average. Although I've spend it pretty much with boyf, and also
work as usual. But specially on Tuesday with my ballerina's. This week is Boyf's exam week,
but it ends on Friday. &Also Baby's mum is coming home today,welcome back to Sg Aunty! (:
Okay back to work tomorrow,or should I say later. Morning shift with Joey. I am chewing
on maggie noodles right now,while my boss just told me to sleep early. Looks like I've joined
the "Always late for work" group.
So I was flipping through some of the photo albums in fb,
and I found really old photos that I've never seen nor remember taking.