Tuesday, February 10, 2015

Stumbling about drunk, getting myself lost.

Back to 2009.

Thank you livejournal, for keeping my secrets safe.
Back to happier days.

Monday, February 9, 2015

We'll be strangers if we see this through,

Would you take away my hopes and dreams, and just stay with me?

Good morning Monday, the weekends are finally over. Last week was hectic, but all in good fun I'd say. Hope your week ended on a good note? Just submitted my third assignment for the term, all this writing is doing me good I guess. As I complete my assignment today, I realised that I've learnt so much from this.

I must say, I really enjoy Sunday nights. Lying in bed, typing out what's on my mind, which I hadn't manage to the last time I wrote here. I have been good, or rather I've been alright. Heart strings pull every now and then but no, I'm not delusional. Everything is quite complex, I had no idea one's heart could bear so much until today. You know? We're two peas in the same pot, but sometimes being in the same pot doesn't mean you know what's really going on in that pot. But I'm getting tired, I really am. It isn't any longer that I can carry this around heavy heart around, its like keeping a secret. Well as the saying goes, "Two can keep a secret, if one of them is dead.". Paper can never keep in a fire, one day you'll learn.

But I am truly thankful for my queen of my life, she's my inspiration that all women can be brave and strong. She's my pillar of support, without her I wouldn't be holding on till this very day. I cannot be more grateful I have her as my mom. She's showed me that there could be so much more in life. The world never stops spinning for anyone and no one is indispensable. Can't wait to graduate from school earn a good living, and let her enjoy her life she deserves, along with my king.

So goodnight for now, early bird caught the worm and its time for a movie, cuddling, then bed.

You know cuddling can be quite the same with soft toys, cause they'd let you cry the shit out on them. But I kid, I enjoy cuddles quite the same with people and dogs, god I love dogs, I've always loved dogs. - still my favourite line from the movie, and for now.

Alright, Happy Monday beautiful people. X

All my senses come to life
While I'm stumbling home as drunk as I
Have ever been and I'll never leave again

'Cause you are the only one
And all my friends have gone to find
Another place to let their hearts collide

Just promise me you'll never leave again, 
cause you're the only one. 

Saturday, February 7, 2015

Courage will follow, when faith takes the lead.

"You worry too much kid, its going to be alright."

Taking a breather of fresh air as the weekends approach again. I would say the blogger app on the Iphone does do me alot of convenience. Having go for a crazy night of grocery shopping on my own right now would sound like something sane, but well. What's a 23 year old got to do on a Friday night now, of course drowning in white sheets and watching a movie then sleeping in. But it just doesn't feel like it tonight.

I have completely sorted out my thoughts for this post, but just as I clicked to update the page brings me a fresh white page of blank and emptiness. Just like my mind. A lot of words were gathered in my head, like a script I was so ready to read out loud, but just as I stand to speak they disappear. Sitting down in the park with my hood on, maybe this would be a good place to figure what I was going to say. Penning down thoughts can be so hard sometimes, anyone wanna take me in for the night? God why am I the old one among friends.

So I caught "Jupiter Ascending" awhile ago, I must say that I love dogs, I've always loved dogs. Favourite line from the show, and it couldn't be more true. Still waiting to catch the Wedding Ringer, my life just seems to be completely surrounded by movies and work. Sometimes I wonder where I'd find all the things to write in my assignments when I'm so blank coming to update my blog. Also, not forgetting to mention that I went for a trial at singasong.com with Angeline to try out a professional song recording session she was invited for. We were flustered on the day itself having no time to prepare what we were going to sing and nothing seemed to work for either of us, cause our song genres varies too wide. To find out what we really sang in the end, stay tune to her blog!

Boy was I blown away by the "photoshopping" skills they did with our voices and the editing after we recorded, I knew there were such things, I just didn't know what kind of magic they did. &I must say I am addicted to it. So after such a good week, it has arrived at the weekends again, which I dread the most. Its so weird how I used to look forward to them, and now I just, hate them. Lets just hope they pass as fast as they come.

So tonight with a partially heavy heart, Goodnight lovely ones and have a great weekend. X

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

7 Days,

Last week has been a really good one, I would say. There were hard days, but I'll always have the never ending support from the people I love, to keep going on. Thank you, for everything. So I spent the last week as usual, on assignments, e-learning and well I got to teach the prettiest little girl I've met the entire week. Back to teaching, and I must say I've really missed it. Every time I step into class and I see a whole bunch of little kids, it really just keeps me going and I get reminded why I am so passionate about what I'm doing. It was so heartwarming to see the kids, look at you and smile and telling you they enjoyed class today, well maybe it was Disney's Frozen soundtrack, but I guess every kid loves to build a snowman right? 

Also attended Ange's first solo performance by Funky Dance Academy. I am really proud of who she has become today, she's really amazing. Seeing more little kids performing, God I love my job so much. I'm just glad I've found a job that I'm so in loved with. Every time someone looks for a job, they'd always say find something you're interested in and something you'd love to do. Not everyone can be as lucky, but I'm lucky enough. Caught "Mortdecai" last week as well! It was pretty funny I guess, have been catching quite a few shows lately, but they were mostly horrendous. Finally something not as bad, well hopefully this week will be as good as the last. Although I must say I've had a crazy amount of Kuey chap last week, wanted to have some on Sunday night as well, but they were closed. Hopefully this week!

I know this page has been wordy, so here's some pictures to brighten up!

 To one of the crazier nights at Zouk,
 Happy Enlistment Jer, come out stronger. 

"I hope you fall in love with someone who always texts back and never lets you fall asleep thinking you're unwanted. I hope you fall in love with someone who sees galaxies in your eyes and hears the music in your heartbeats. I hope you fall in love with someone who tickles you and makes you smile on hard days and on easy ones. But beyond all that, I hope you fall in love with someone who will never leave you behind and who will never take you for granted, someone who will stand by you when you're right and stand by you when you're wrong, someone who has seen you at your worst and has loved you still. I hope you fall in love with someone who kisses you in the rain and hugs you in the cold and wouldn't have you any other way."

It may not be everything, but I'm more than thankful.
Happy Tuesday. X