Missing you just runs too deep,

Crashed Jobaby's place today to meet her for the last time before she leaves,
Urgh she's not returning till the 6th! ): Bye Baby,come back soon k! I will miss you.
Tomorrow's new years eve and 2009 will leave in a flash. New Year Resolutions?
Yes, I have a few.

Firstly,to stop getting onto people's nerves especially Baby's.
I know I've been annoying cause of my moodswings and temper much.
I am super short tempered lately. I need to learn to control. (Y)
Secondly,I hope O's will be good for all of us in Sec 5 A/B that we can all smile
on results day and cry with happy tears. (:
Thirdly,I need to learn to Appreciate everyone and everything i have or around me.
And those who love me.
Fourthly,I hope Love's working hours will be less tiring for him,that poor boy
has been so tired lately,and so stressed up. ):
&Lastly,I hope 2010 will be a better year,though 2009 wasn't THAT bad,
For the fact that I had Baby and all my other wonderful lovely girls. (:
Anyway Babies,thank you for making my 2009 i should say,quite a memoriable one. (:


Alright so basically today was spent at JoBaby's,
then later on at EHUB for dinner with Zehzeh,Both of us can go emo on the beach together one day alr while Jojo is away. lol
AND YES! Today we had a little bowling session,I know its been awhile,so wtf.
We were damn retarded haha. So headed home later around 9 plus&didn't get to Jubeat!
YP's nowadays,like to hog onto gaming machines. -.-
Rights,so sent Baby home and then went to take bus with Zehzeh and now i'm back.
Poor boy is working so hard,sigh. ): Baby,i miss you.
New year and New years eve without you,gonna countdown myself at home. (Y) no? FML.
Okay so i'm gonna leave this space naow. Goodnight my sweethearts. <3>

Our last moments with Jojo. ): (OKAY NO,SHE'S NOT DYING.) God they look so alike,so its real when they say,
the more time you spend with someone,you tend to look like them?

And yes,she's gonna miss you all. ):


Because I ain't giving up on love and I ain't giving up on us.
As its you I wanna be with(:

Time for Miracles,

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see

'Cos I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that maybe it's time for miracles
'Cos I ain't giving up on love
You know that maybe it's time for miracles
'Cos I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Cause its you,I wanna be with.

Welcome to my life,

)':


JUST FUCK THE WORLD,FUCK ME AND EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED.
I KNOW,THINGS TEND TO CHANGE,SO YOU KNOW WHAT JUST FUCK IT.

I AM NOT STRONG,WEAK LIKE NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW,
BECAUSE I NEED TO LEARN TO BE A BETTER GIRL,
WHO WILL WANT ME ANYWAY,SUPER FUCKED UP TO THE MAX.
HAPPINESS IS SHORTLIVED,SO WHATEVER. SERIOUSLY,FUCK MY LIFE.
LOOK ALRIGHT,I'M HORRIBLE,TERRIBLE AND EVERY OTHER WORD YOU CAN THINK OF.
I'M NOT STRONG,I CAN'T TAKE THE PAIN,I GET UPSET OVER THE SILLIEST THINGS,
&THE SMALLEST THINGS,I MAKE PEOPLE UPSET,I MAKE PEOPLE MAD,
I MAKE PEOPLE GO CRAZY,SO WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL HERE?
WHY AM I WASTING SPACE ON EARTH AND ALL ITS RESOURCES!?
I SHOULD JUST DISAPPEAR INTO THIN AIR ONE DAY,NO ONE WILL EVEN REALISE THAT I'M GONE.

SO KNOW WHAT,MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE OR NOT.
CAUSE SOMETIMES,I FEEL TOO TIRED TO HANG ON TO LIFE.

Unbreakable,

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Unbreakable - Westlife

Took my hand,Touched my heart
Held me close,You were always there
by my side,Night and day through it all
Baby come what may

Swept away on a wave of emotion,over caught in the eye of the storm
And whenever you smile,I can hardly believe that you're mine
Believe that you're mine

This love is unbreakable,It's unmistakable
And each time I look in your eyes I know why,This love is untouchable
A feeling my heart just can't deny,Each time I look in your eyes
Oh baby, I know why this love is unbreakable

Shared the laughter,Shared the tears
We both know we'll go on from here,Cause together we are strong in my arms
That's where you belong,I've been touched by the hands of an angel
I've been blessed by the power of love,And whenever you smile I can hardly believe that you're mine

This love is unbreakable,It's unmistakable
And each time I look in your eyes I know why
This love is untouchable,A feeling my heart just can't deny
Each time you whisper my name
Oh baby, I know why this love is unbreakable

Through fire and flame,When all this is over
Our love still remains

My favourite day of every month,

Happy 4th my sweetest one,

Its finally our 4th&time seems to really fly,hasn't it baby?(:
How we'd come this far though many a times,we couldn't see eye to eye on things,
our little quarrels and little wars of our own. But this just spark things up a little more right?
Without them,a relationship wouldn't be complete,
&though we most probably won't be spending our special day together this time,
as long as our hearts are together it doesn't really matter. (:
Thank you once again,for loving me even after all those shit i've given you at times,
For still being there no matter what happens and never failing to put a smile to my face.
Nothing can express how much i appreciate having you by my side,
Though your work has been making it difficult for us to spend time together,
but the fact that we don't see each other everyday or everytime just makes it electric when we do.
And right now,i miss you fucking hell much,i miss your nonsense,
and all those silly things you would do,that i'll laugh at,due to your absolute cuteness.
But all these are what makes me fall in love with you and i enjoy doing so. (:
&Love,like i always say,i can never emphasize enough,
how happy i am to have you to be part of my life and for me to be a part of yours.
How lucky a girl am i right now. (:
&I believe we would make this into something that will last,for that matter,
I really wish this would never have to end either.
You mean the world to me right now,and nothing would ever change that nor my love for you,
as its you that makes my world go round and you're someone i wouldn't wanna let go of,
Cause I love you more than you'll ever know. (:
So once again Baby,thank you for the beautiful past 4 months, I love you,very very much. <3
Xoxo,millions of hugs and kisses.


On a side note,guess who's back? (:

Its Omnia! (: Yay,Baby Omnia is finally discharged from the Samsung hospital!
Heehee,i miss this baby so bad. ):




and Baby is so busy working now,its a busy night today!
Anyway,love you babyzx. <33 Heh,alright i'm leaving for naow. Baizx!

Anything but ordinary,

My Roxy Baby <3

Out with her today to get mumsie's present,but returned empty handed.
and supposedly go for her Cosfest EOY,but we were so fucking late,it ended alr.
So we decided to go 313 in search for starbucks,but failed.
And landed up at Paragon for starbucks,(:
I loved My little big planet,its so adorable. I'm gonna download it,
so i can play it on PSP. (Y) no? So i headed to couz house after,
Mumsies birthday celebration,anyway,its almost fuckin 2 am,and im still awake.
I should be sleeping now,cause i have church at 9 am in the morning. FML.
I want to watch Avatar but Baby's not gonna get off again so soon,FML again.
*Prays for Baby to get off soon again. (though its not gonnna be that soon and i know it.) =/ Baby's not well again,he needs to have more rest and not fall sick so often! ):
Right,so i should totally go to bed like naow. Tomorrow is a fucking Sunday.


&Dearie Tongzie,don't worry alright.
Everything will be just fine, I love you and you know i do,
for everything that happens i'm here for you. So call me anytime. <3 *hugs.


Those special little moments,
My little Big Planet. (:




Yay for 2. (:
Cause you're the best damn thing that my eyes have ever seen. <3

Have yourself,a Merry Little Christmas.

Firstly,Merry Christmas all loved ones. <3
Hope you all had a great christmas eve&day.

Towned with Jobaby and co yesterday,for the afternoon&night.
Met Baby up after his work&off to his friends place. Saw little westly again! (:
That little puppy is now alr 4 months old! How time actually flies. =/
Alright,so went there for alittle while,then back to town,yes i know. Again.
Chilled at FEP,then we all decided we should take a slow walk down town&head home. (: Alright,though it sounds really a simple day,but it felt so nice.
To be able to spend it with my babies,even if it only was for awhile,or be it a simple day,
It just felt really really nice. (:


As for today,it was spent at the Double A's place. \m/
Superly awesome,environment,food and everything.
Just for the fact that we all forgot to bring swim wear! or we could have gone swimming. =/
So today was family,as usual. Every Christmas,its like this.
But sadly Alden wasn't home! That skinny boy went for Choir. lol
Right,i'm like dead beat now. Gonna go rot on my bed like later. =/
Poor Love isn't well,and Caden doesn't even want me anymore! ):
Dylan korkor has taken over Rachael Jiejie. I am forgotten. Sad ttm.
Alright,Happy holidays all! For those who are starting school soon! Enjoy the last few! (:



The little Captures of the Season. (:
Meis! I catch you tipping your toes! HAHA

Jo's DREAM face.

Jojo&Zehzeh,Nize one. (Y)


Presenting,our family's little "Mozart"

&I'd like to thank all my dearies for the presents,I love you all. <3



Because each soul will find,another soul to love.
That you'll never forget,its like catching lightning,the chances of finding,someone like you.
Someone,as beautiful as you.

Let see,3 more days? (: