Is it so hard , just for me to want something so simple? 

But I promise I will kiss your wounds when they're hurting, even if they were in your soul. &the stars will remind us of the beauty in our struggles then we won't feel lost anymore.

I'm just sorry I'm not perfect for you, like I wish I could be. But if I'll show it to you, would you wait for me?


"I'm not perfect, but I'll keep trying. Cause' thats what I said I'd do from the start. "

“The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give you forever.”

" You make me happier than I ever thought I could be, and if you let me, I'd like to spend the rest of my life making you feel the same."

So it’s not gonna be easy. We’re gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me , everyday.

"Staring at the ceiling in the dark,
Same old empty feeling in your heart,
'Cause Love comes slow and it goes so fast"

Emotions,

When choices are given to you, would you bear the consequence?

I wouldn't say right now I'm alright , or perfectly fine. Because, I'm not. It hurts and I don't want to deny it. It hurts to love , it hurts to care , it hurts when someone's happiness matters more than yours. I can never really tell you how much I really love you, I just hope you can feel it as much as I do.

Trust. Do we take that for granted easily? Its so easy to trust, then break the trust, but to build it back?

I don't even know where to begin. I just wish I knew what I could do, to make you and I feel better.



I love you so much, I just wished you knew.

爱会痛我奉陪

知道我不完美　能给的我都给
于是天蓝转灰转黑　也微笑不插嘴

这一次会气馁　连平凡爱一回
都才将心给谁　马上又被粉碎

满意了吗　你究竟有完没完
你烦不烦　总考验我多勇敢
有那么难　那么幸福和美满
我不贪婪　只求多些夜晚　不鼻酸 不孤单
我想要的快乐很简单　你都不管

人的一生会积累　十万毫升泪水
以为哭完苦悲苦味　能换来好结尾并不是我后悔　
爱会痛我奉陪只是轮到我没　谁视我为宝贝
有完没完　我已无条件投降
我要归还　向你借来的勇敢
我不野蛮　不属于我的美满
都不贪婪　只求一到夜晚　有期盼 有陪伴
我想要你给我个答案 你却不管
你都不管   你别不管
我的伤感

Misunderstood,

You say I never took school seriously despite being going through so much just to be there, but theres this that you'll never know, that I spend every waking moment regretting so badly. There was only so much I could do, I made a decision that I thought would save it, but in actual fact it didn't. 

I could only wish to turn back time so I could choose again.

I don't expect you to understand me , but I just wished you could stand by me. 

Lesson of the day :

"If you love someone, don't ever fucking let them go just because you're scared. Love is a fucking headfuck, but having someone you can completely feel safe and happy with is a beautiful thing. Don't fuck it up, its a terrible feeling waking up and realizing you can't say "Good Morning" and tell them how beautiful they are."

Forever, & Always.