Mistakes made are never forgotten. They can be forgiven but never erased. Sometimes I really hate myself over the STUPID things I do (once again, what's new.) All I know is I'm so, so sorry. Sigh , though I know whatever I do now isn't going to change anything, what I say isn't going to change anything. I just wished today had never happened, that I hadn't screwed up. Gahhhh , WHY AM I SO STUPID.............
EVEN I WOULD'VE STABBED MYSELF FOR WHAT I DID TO YOU TODAY IF I DID IT TO ME. Fucking piece of shit (me).
Even God can't save me now. Sigh Rachael , you idiot.
