Misconceptions,

Sometimes I feel caught in yesterday,because of all the memories that burn.

Joey's Chalet right now. Everyone is falling back asleep,while I'm wide awake.
Okay probably not Joey,she's having fun with my phone. Talking to herself at the same time?
Ha ha,Vicky is having fun with my SLR. Self entertainment much.
Beeps and Uncle Troy? Still in bed. And he owes me Mac Breakfast!
Caught Alien Resurrection last night,gross maximum. Alright,We're all waiting for ZZ to come.
Then we can all head down to www! Tanning session coming up ahead,Mr Sunshine wait for us!
Alright,will be back with the rest of the photos when Joey gets them uploaded. Bye all! (L)

Just yesterday.
&Tomorrow marks the 3rd.

"Sometimes you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say goodbye."

Fuck my life.

FUCK ALL THESE SHIT,SERIOUSLY.
&This god forsaken place of fucking bullshit. ..l..
Fuck everything okay,just fuck everything.

&Life is such a fucking killer.

409th,

I'm having a day from hell. Tell me what do you do,when it all falls apart.
Gotta pick myself up,but where do I start? Cause I can't return to you when it all falls apart.

Singing sessions with dearest cuzzie today,mad awesome I should say (:
Had tons of fun with her,but had to head off to brother's birthday dinner at 730.
Just had a long talk with Fav,coming to realise how hopelessly in love we are
Hopless romantics. But well anyway Fav,I hope after that long talk you would come to a decision.
and you'd feel better,though I know it doesn't feel good no matter how.
Like what you say " How not to be sad?" "How not to cry?" But still,get a grip of yourself.
As I've told you,letting go of someone is not because you don't love them anymore,
but to see if they love you enough to come back. Besides,whats meant to be is meant to be.
Whats not meant to be,will never be.
Good things fall apart,so that better things will fall together.
But for anything you know I'll be here,hope everything will be fine for you soon.

Speaking like as if I'm any better,knowing that I'm not.
"For every little thing you hold on to,you have to let something else go."





Cause its so different when you're gone,thought it'd be easy but I was wrong.
I'm so caught in the middle.

Sometimes things ain't what they seem,

Shadows fill an empty heart,as love is fading
From all the things that we are,but are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars and make it to the dawn?
Change the colors of the sky
And open up to the ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you. For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,love will find you.


Fact is,you're still passing through my mind every now and then.
I don't know what I should do anymore,for that matter what was I doing in the very first?
Maybe I've done too much,or maybe I've done too little. But then again,why.
I'm losing myself,I feel like I am disappearing. Sitting there in quiet moments,
realising you're always in my mind,in whatever I do,in fact everything that I do.
I can't seem to run away from anything,no matter how. Even coming to the end of the day,
I realised,you've never left my mind,even more so,my heart.
Seriously,I shouldn't be bothered. But for the fact that I'm still so affected,that you're not okay.
At the end of the day,I know I shouldn't anymore. Maybe it was never me that you needed anyway?
Why did I start this whole chunk again,when I said many weeks ago that,that was going to be the last.
I just hope you're doing fine,doing good,being healthy,safe and most importantly,happy.
That's all I pray for you to be.

"If today was your last day&tomorrow was too late,
could you say goodbye to yesterday?"


What about now,what about today
What if you're making me,all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

All I ever wanted was for you to know,everything I do I give my heart and soul.

Its late at night and I can't sleep,cause missing you just runs too deep.
I can't breathe,thinking of your smile. Every kiss I can't forget,
this aching heart aint broken yet. Oh how I wish,I can make you see.

Today,spells heavy rain and Sunny day at the same time.
Met up with Joey,Beeps and Troy today. Hk Cafe for their lunch,
Down to wingtai later on,for alittle shopping for all of us. Okay,maybe not all of us.
Then off to Rivervale Mall for dinner. Troy was being such an annoyance today,
but he was fucking hillarious,okay maybe not him. But a joke I made out of him. That old uncle.
So I spent the rest of the night with Beeps and Troy while Joey went home.
Poor girl has school at 830 tomorrow. I have to wake up early to pick Cuzz from school tomorrow.
But I'm still wide awake. damnit. Facebook is being such a pain.
Alright I should head to bed now I guess,Goodnight Dearies. Sleep well,sleep tight. (S)

"Dive into the ocean of your dreams,sometimes things ain't what they seem.
If you feel lost and might be afraid,lonely in the rain. Paint a picture of tomorrow in you."

Genting for a day? (:

If you wander off too far,my love will get you home.

If you follow the wrong star,my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself,lost and all alone

Get back on your feet and think of me,my love will get you home boy,

my love will get you home.