Goodbye Blogger,

Goodbye,cyber world. Till then,when I come back again.

To you ;
My love for you has never gone away,
though I maybe physically not there,but my heart has always been.
If you start to wonder where I've gone to,search you heart.
I've been,right there.

Darlings,thank you for everything you've done for me.
You know who you are,I love ya'll.
But it feels so torturing and miserable right now,
I don't know if I'll be able to. If only I was stronger,
I'm afraid to know the answers,I'm afraid of reality,cause they hurt.
I remember dreams of you and keep photos of you and me,
because thats the closest I might ever be able to be with you again,
Sometimes,if dreams were the only places I'd get to see you,I wished I'd never had to wake up.
Cause waking up makes me realise,you're not here. That,hurts.
Everything you do and words you say,takes my breath away. Now,I'm just left with nothing.
But pieces build together in my heart to form a beautiful memory,
I really wished this never had to end and I'd be able to hold your hand and walk down,
till the end of time.

Just remember,
If you wander off to far,my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star,my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself,lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me,because my love will get you home.

You've left little footprints in my life,in my heart,
That I'll always remember. I love you.
From,yours truly.

I don't mind

You came into my life and I thought "hey (: "

Still this broken heart aches.

3rd week,15 days.
I've tried all I could to save it,there's still one last step.
To make it final,just maybe it won't make any changes,
Maybe things are gonna just finish from here,maybe thats the end of "us"
So many regrets I have during this time,not treasuring last moments,
thinking of tomorrow's after tomorrow's next week after next.
Never knew when the last moment was,never knew that was the last.
I'm just never gonna learn my lesson am I? Just maybe I won't.
I'm always taking things for granted,never tried treasuring all those moments,
which were the most beautiful ones in these 18 years of my life.


My favourite boy,DLYW.
Remembered when we first talked,in an awkward situation.
Our long first conversation,our first outings,our first heart talks,
our first phone call,first webcam session,the very first time in my life,
You showed me,hey this could be a start of something beautiful.
My first horror show,first trip to a place I refused to go,
first time in my life,I ever felt this way.
First time at my place,where we'd watch Twilight together,
and you told me you wanna be the vampire,then we caught new moon,
and you told me you wanna be the warewolf,or both cause they're both so awesome.
You're the best I could've ever ask for,I'm always thankful I had you in my life.
For leaving me with such beautiful memories,all those beautiful moments we had,
Never taught I'd fall for someone like you,it was somewhere in those long talks,
and making fun of each other where I'd realised I've fallen for you.
So much you went through just to be with me,how hard we fought to be together.
The love we'd share for one another,
how I'd just smile to myself when you'd do all those,
Stupid actions,crazy moments&making fun of each other.
That was when I realise why,I'd fall so in love with you.I will keep them in my heart,remember that I used to have this special someone,who loved me with all his heart and soul that I'd never regret falling in love with no matter what.
I know maybe we'll never have another chance for another shot again at being together
&maybe this is the last time
I'd ever have to tell you how much I'd love you,with all my heart.
Thank you,for coming into my life and mending my once brokened heart.
For being by my side,to protect me at all costs.
To never fail to put a smile on my face.
Maybe you want me to say goodbye too,or maybe you have alr said goodbye.
Cause when i close my eyes and drift away I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing that maybe its true,That I can't live without you.
To place all those little little senarios together,made a big part of my life.
You told me you wanted me to be a part of your life,and so I did.
And you did become a part of my life,
which I can never use words to describe how blessed Iam.
Now you've just become a part of me,I've learned to know I can't live without.
A part of me dies,if I let you go.
But to what may seem now,I may just have to let that part go.
Dear one,I just want you to be happy. Wherever you are,in whatever you do.
Loving you has been the happiest thing I've done,and the most beautiful thing that has happened to me. I don't know if you'd ever wanna give me another try,
But I'd still like to thank you,for everything you've done for me.
The love you gave me,the care and concern,loving me with your entire heart.
And mended my broken heart with a piece of yours.
Something we've build up together,I hope we won't just let it fall.
Nonetheless,Boy you've been wonderful. I can wait forever,I want this to last.
Maybe I just don't deserve the chance to.
At the end,I'd just like to say. I love you my favourite boy,No one else can make me love like you do. You broke down the walls of my heart,only you will be able to.
So Love me,with infinite love to you.

I'm gone for now,from blogger.
I want to take a break from cyberspace.
I need fresh air. Goodbye,blogger for the time being.
&dear one if you ever wondered,where I've been,
Search your heart,I'm right there. ♥

No more?

Two is better than one?

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you do
And words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And I am left with nothing

So maybe its true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

Then maybe its true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And i thought hey

Maybe it's true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
That I cant live without you
Cause maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I've figured out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one.


Really have to say goodbye for now? )':
Don't say bye so quick. or is it time,I said goodbye too?
Maybe its true that I can't live without you.
But maybe you'll be doing just fine. )':

What do you do on sleepless nights,
When you can't stop thinking about someone,
wanting to know if they're doing fine.

I miss you.
I've never had a dream come true,until the day that I've found you.

If,

If a picture paints a thousand words,
then why can't I paint you?
The words will never show the you I've come to know.
if a face could launch a thousand ships,
then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you, You're all that's left me to.
And when my love for life is running dry,
you come and pour yourself on me.
If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you.
Tommorrow and today, beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you. And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out,
then you and I would simply fly away

林峰 - 愛不疚

Alvina Chang,

So I am currently packing up my entire room,
Renovating it in a sense,okay just a room make over. SMALL one.
&I found this.

A poem by Alvina Chang -

"I can teach you things,
But I can't make you learn.
I can give you directions,
But I can't be there to lead you.
I can allow you freedom,
But I can't account for it.
I can teach you right from wrong,
But I can't decide for you.
I can offer you advice,
But I can't accept it for you.
I can buy you a beautiful garment,
But I can never make you so beautiful the way you are inside."