Time will pass and we will last forever,

I didn't know what love is, then you asked me to stay.

More than,

Too much on my mind.

Happy Birthday Baby,

"I do want you to know that I'll hold you up above everyone,

&I do want you to know that I think you'd be good to me and I'll be so good to you."

What should I do?

If tomorrow never comes,

Sometimes late at night

I lie awake and watch you sleeping

So lost in peaceful dreams,

So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark

And the thought crosses my mind

If I never wake up in the morning

Would you ever doubt the way I feel

About you in my heart.

If tomorrow never comes

Will you know how much I loved you

Did I try in every way to show you every day

That you're my only one

And if my time on earth were through

And you must face this world without me

Is the love I gave you in the past

Gonna be enough to last

If tomorrow never comes

Cause I've lost loved ones in my life

Who never knew how much I loved them

Now I live with the regret

That my true feelings for them never were revealed

So I made a promise to myself

To say each day how much you mean to me

And avoid that circumstance

Where there's no second chance to tell you how I feel

So tell that someone that you love

Just what you're thinking of

If tomorrow never comes.

"Love is about the person you love."

New Years Eve,

It's finally the eve of the upcoming new year&this year has been everything but eventful.

I've a lot to be thankful of this year, my family, Gabriel and my loved ones. I know I've been awfully hard to deal with or even sometimes hang around. I couldn't have asked for a better year. This year I turned 21, the biggest changes took place, I finally get to own my own puppy, I've finally learned what its like to earn my own tiny living,finally growing up and now an Aunty to my little Chubs Ada. Growing up isn't easy and its not what we've always dreamed of but I learn something new everyday.

Although, the people I'm most thankful for this 2013 is Gabriel and of course my family. Without them I would never make it out on my own, without my family always supporting me in everything I do and Gabriel,my number one boy in the world, who never fails to give me emotional comfort and support.

2013, has been rough&tough. G and I are going through I'll say the toughest time now in our relationship, but nevertheless I'm thankful for how we are still going on strong even till today. I know if we make it through this time, we'll make it through anything. It is a stressful and difficult period for both him and I&I know I'm hard to deal with but despite all that , he still here with me. &I can never be happier than I am with him&so blessed to have him.

Not forgetting my girls, you know who you are. I'll never forget the times we've shared, the laughters and all that crap we do together. Although times have changed,but I know we're still here for each other, &for that I'm thankful.

This list can go on and on and on. But I guess all I really wanted to say is , never take anyone or anything for granted. Nothing is forever. Be thankful for the little things in life, things are given to you for a special reason. Choices you make have consequences, & we learn how to deal with it.

&To the keeper of my heart,

Thank you for being my anchor, you keep me sane,you make me believe that someone will love you for who you are&fairytales do come true. 

I love you. X