"I don't wanna let this go , I don't wanna lose control , I just wanna see the stars with you. I don't wanna say goodbye someone tell me why , I just wanna see the stars with you. "

I just wanna see the stars with you,

Sometimes we take too many things for granted, especially the ones we love.
Often than enough, we expect that they'll always be there for us, they'll always love us. &In return we just take whatever they do for us for granted.

We will only learn to appreciate and treasure the little things only when we know how easily we can just lose it.

This is probably the biggest and hardest lesson I'll learn in life, because I've taken too many things for granted. If you ever read this, you'll probably know this is for you. I don't know if you still come here to see if I type in this space. But I'd like you to know,despite how hard it will be I will endure it. Because its not so easy to just find someone who you'll do anything for and say "Its worth it."

I know I haven't been easy to be with and I'm not the perfect person. I just wish I can be the perfect one for you like you are for me.


I love you, all ways and always. X






"Its crazy how one person can affect you so much."

Only need the light when its burning low, only miss the sun when it starts to snow.

"Never give up on something you really want. Its difficult to wait, but its more difficult to regret." 

Whatever it takes,

You really don't know how much you really need someone until you know you might just lose them.

The way this heart aches right now, the excruciating pain I'm feeling. What can do, to make you feel all that love I have for you. A thousand "sorry's" wouldn't make up for the mistakes I've made, the hurt I've brought to you. I wish I knew a way I could take the hurt I did to you , away.

"A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know

Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down

And if you give me a chance
I'll keep us together
I know you deserve much better

Remember the time I told you the way that I felt

And that I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around

I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down

And if you give me a chance
Believe it, I can change
I'll keep us together
Whatever it takes"

What can you do when your good isn't good enough and all that you touch tumbles down?
&my best intentions keep making a mess of things, I just want to fix it somehow. 

Revived and alive!

Visit Melissa's revived page! ♡

1095 days, Chapter 3.

Good morning , Tuesday, 4:21am. This space has been awfully forgotten. &I kind of miss typing here. Well, it seems only on special occasions that I fill it up, and today is one of them! Its the 20th of August 2013.

3 Years ago, I found myself drowning in my own sadness and giving myself all reasons to ruin my life. &Then came this boy, took my heart and never gave it back, it has been 3 years now , since then, he has kept my heart safe from harm, from ever tearing into millions of pieces again. In a short and summarized story, he was the knight in shining armor. Thank you , for hanging on all those times when we thought we've lost it, for all those times, we lost all hope to carry on. I wouldn't think it'd be easy for either of us , but thank God, honestly thank God we made it through. I wouldn't know what life would be like without you, or even go through a day you're not in. Others would never understand what we go through to be where we are today. But that's alright, cause I know you make things better anyday. Typing a whole chunk of "thank yous" and "I love yous" wouldn't make up for what you've done for me. So to end this short and sweet paragraph , I'd like to say,

Happy Chapter 3 HunnyBunny. ♡

Wedding Bells,

It has been utterly long since I last cleared the dust on this space,but here I am again,finally having the time,to clear off the spider webs and dust. So I have been on a really busy schedule last month or so,running errands,heading to work,rehearsals and so on.. Its been a tough on month,but it was all for the end! Where I finally witness my cousin,tie the knot,knowing her since childhood,this is a day I can't help but say I'm so proud of her. So here's some of the photos I managed to capture during the wedding.

Congratulations my dear,finally the day has arrived. I am not fondly good with words. But I'd like to wish you true happiness and all the best you can have with this blissful marriage and I'm very sure our new cousin-in-law will do a very good job in that. Not forgetting , from all your cousins, we love you. 

&Here's a video we did,dedicated to you,which was suppose to appear on the night of your wedding,but apparently..haha we couldn't slot ourselves in. Anyhow,surprise!