Count your blessings,

Monday was long and tiring for me. I don't know if you guys feel the same.

I'm so tired of all the screaming,tired of all the crying,tired of all the insults we make to each other,tired of feeling so damn hurt. People say,it takes alot for two people to be together,it takes courage to stay together and it takes all the love we have for each other to want to be together. Problem with us? We never learn how to count our blessings. I don't know if we'll ever know how lucky we are to have each other,or have met each other or have the chance to love each other.

Where have gone the times we just want to be with the friends we could be happy with,but instead now,we choose the kind of friends we want to make,the crowd we want to stick to. Where have gone the times,none of this existed. How hideous can this world be? I don't know and not in the near future I won't. Probably in my later years I'll just learn how much more I need to be strong,mentally.

This post is so wordy I don't even know who'd bother reading this.

You why its so hard to be really happy these days? Cause people don't learn to cherish what they have,they expect more,they want more. Life hasn't been easy for me but I can say I'm really thankful for the friends that love me,for the family that loves me,for the one special boy that loves me all the same even though sometimes I can be really insane. I know we may have our quarrels and differences and we may not think the same. But what's similar about us,is that we're crazy about each other in all the same ways. But sometimes,its just so disappointing that we forget this along the way.

I hate knowing that I'm growing old with each passing second,because of the fact that having fun starts to slowly fade away as a necessity as the years go by. I have to start making priorities now,I have to think of the far future ahead of me and start planning how I want my life to be. And its frustrating.

"We never really learn from 

the first mistakes,or the second or third.

It only hits us when we're given, 

our last chance."

"Sometimes it happens because of negative feelings building up inside you. When you tend not to find in life what you have always dreamed off and want -discontentment. Slowly over time these feelings build up inside you and to let it loose you feel like crying. This might be because of little things in your everyday that may hurt your feelings and slowly this may swell into one big hurt or it could be your want for something really badly. Crying in itself isn’t a weakness or deficiency it is perfectly normal to cry as shows humanity and the mercy in your heart."

So raise your glass if you are wronged in all the right ways,

This week has been rather packed! Out with the girls on Monday and supper later on with Ballz,Ralph,Ken and Zavier. &Mahjong! I think its been like an addiction to play mahjong every now and then a few times a week. Ralph won that night! &Ken being super hilarious as usual played his own special way of Mahjong. Tuesday night Gabriel,the girls and company came over for steamboat! We never fail to over buy our groceries,I don't know how we ever do that. Then Zirca on Wednesday night for LOLLIPOP OVERHAUL with the girls! And Jacq who came back but is leaving on Monday. Sadly. Had a really fun night with the girls, and back home to Beeps place for a stayover. I miss her two babies,Gogo and Daisy. How I always wished Scottie would be a good boy and be nice to them , but NOOOOOOOO. He had to be all egoistic with gogo and sir hump-alot on Daisy. Naughty boy. Friday night was Flipside at Zirca again with the girls,Gabriel and Ken! Lazy saturday tonight...... 

Chased down all my pavements and seen you done the same,

Finally get the chance to sit down and update this space,so the highlight of the week was "Abraham Lincoln - The Vampire Hunter" caught it on Friday with everyone,12 of us as I read from Beeps page. The show was pretty alright,except there were a few really thrilling scenes got me almost jumping out of my seat. So its Monday now,and my phone is giving more problems than I expected. I can't slide to unlock,nor slide to answer calls. OCCASIONALLY it lets me unlock. BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT nope,its still a bitch to me now. Probably got Ballz all fucked up with me this morning. I'm SORRY!!!! ): sigh. I need to find a spare phone for the time being. So apart from this sad sad unfortunate event this morning and throughout the bloody fucking afternoon. I went to ikea on Saturday evening with Joey and Adeline! Which was perfect cause my haul at the end of the day was perfect. Incase you didn't see instagram here they are!

  

New pink swivel chair,pink bookshelf,paper tray,floor mat,dustbin,containers for the unnecessary stuff.

Ikea's having a sale by the way,so hop on down to ikea today!!!!! 

A Dancers feet,

This is why we believe that we dancers go through much more pain than you think we do. 

Inspirational,

So by the title of the post you know it has something to do with being inspirational and all that.

&Yes,that's what I'm updating about today. So recently I've been watching alot of youtube,and its been all about Pink. She's such an amazing person. Lives by her own principles and her own rules,everything about her is amazing anyway. She inspires me so much,on how we need to be who we are and always be true to ourselves.


Good morning anyway,have a happy Thursday sweethearts (:

"Pretty pretty please,don't you ever ever feel like you're nothing,cause you're fuckin' perfect to me." - Pink