Tu amor,

Mi amor I'm not sure of the right words to say,

maybe these simple words will do best to best explain.

What I feel in my heart,what I feel more each day.

How to make you see,how to let you know.

How to say how to say,how I love you so.

With words you understand,how to get straight to your heart.

Its Monday again today! Boring Monday for me,how bout' you?

Alright so the week before was filled with lessons,finally caught up with the rest.

But I still need to learn the names of all the steps and plus positions,in FRENCH.

Alright so it was Kiefer's birthday celebration yesterday,which was so SWEET. haha.

Sonia I'm so nice to you right, " I don't wanna miss a thing~" Jess was being super retarded again,

as usual. HAHA,"Rou Suan" So anyway,works starting soon! Starting of next month!

Finally,something to do. Instead of rotting home and bumming around. (:

Alright,Imma go find something to eat. Major hungry.

Goodnight all! (L)

Tu amor,I will always be.

Tu amor,means the world to me.
Esteras siempre en mi corazon

You're the one in my soul

that I live for,tu amor.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY KIEFER! (:
I'm so lazy to post now! Will update tomorrow. Goodnight! (S)

Endless Summer,

Because every soul will find,another soul to love.

Finally attended lessons today after resting for 3 weeks,

Lessons were pretty much good today,stamina dropped though. Need to buck up!

Pirouettes,Grand jeté,Soutenu en tournant,Saut de chat,

Entrechat,Développé&Allegro/Grand Allegro. &Of course,dance studies.

Important components I need to strengthen on. Shall go hammer my demi pointe later.

Due to examinations,they even changed the flooring,but the leather smell is so damn strong.

&my diet ballerinas decided to switch off the air-conditioner while practicing,

made the air so stuffed. lolAnyway,I think I shall go soak my feet in warm water

and go sleep now. Body ache much. So Goodnight world,

hope everyone will sleep with a peace of mind. Cause my mind isn't.

Give me endless summer,Lord I feel the cold.

Rest assured my Angels,will catch my tears

walk me out of here,I'm in pain.

Have you ever,

Do you even know how exhausting it is,

to be smiling all day long knowing you're not happy at all?

I miss having to smile,without having a reason,

just because I am happy. &I just want to smile.

&I sang,

"This time,this place

Misused,mistakes.

Too long,too late,

who was I to make you wait?

Just one chance,just one breath,

just in case there's just one left.

Cause you know,you know,you know,

I love you,I've loved you all along.

I miss you,for being away for far too long.

I keep dreaming,you'll be with me and you'll never go."

I am so tired. :'(

What hurts the most,

What hurts the most,was being so close.

Having so much to say,then watching you walk away.

I am suppose to be sleeping now. Insomnia,you need to leave me far far away.

I'm sick of not being able to sleep every night,

sick of having tears to get me through the rough night.

I'm tired,so fucking exhausted. I.just.want.to.be.happy. Why is it so difficult?

I need to find my life back. Little Miss Sunshine,come back asap.

On a brighter note,I'm meeting Bear this Thursday! (:

Okay Imma go force myself to fucking sleep.

Goodnight sweethearts. (L)

Oh yes! Happy 19th Birthday Clayman Mason Ng, yesterday (its pass twelve)

& today Happy 3rd Birthday my sweetest little darling,Girlie. (:

Girlie,

Girlies 3rd Birthday photos. (:

Hero,

Sweetest,little darling.

Many Happy Birthdays today,or should I say yesterday since its past twelve.

Happy Birthday to Sean Ng,you're twelve&getting older don't be a pain anymore. (:

Also,Happy Birthdays in advance to Girlie and Clayman.

Celebrated Girlies Birthday at Baby's aunts house today. Fun&such a warm family.

Met Trixie for the first time,her name is so pretty. So pretty much enjoyed all the awesome

good food her aunts make,they are all such great chefts. Blueberry pie,salad wraps. (Y)

Time check,2:36 am. I should head to bed now,church tomorrow morning again. Fml.

Came across something that hit me last night,that sometimes there are just certain people

in your life,certain memories of your life you're never going to forget. Even the smallest,

&littlest things can trigger those memories. The fun,laughters,the best times of your life.

've Never felt like this before. Pricks,in the heart everynow and then. Fucking the 6th soon,

don't even know why I can't carry on properly and perfectly like before. Affected easily,so much.

Improvements everynow and then,but I guess they're never enough. This time makes getting

through so much more difficult. or rather,it felt less easier than before. What was going through

my mind all day long,before I met you? Before,I knew you. Before,everything in my world

was about you. Never felt so tired,in my fucking 18 years of life. I'm so exhausted.

Tiring myself out,what bloody advices? I tell others,yet I'm not preaching what I said.

How ironic.

"I can be your hero baby,

I can kiss away the pain.

I will stand by you,forever.

You can take,my breath away.

How it used to be,how I lost my mind."

Do you even know. How exhausting this would be?