✝ Be your own heroine

2012-02-07T16:13:00.002+08:00

Tryna figure out this night,

2012-02-07T00:36:00.000+08:00

I'm suppose to be sleeping by now since its 12:26 am and I have school tomorrow at 8:45 which kinda sucks cause I'm not in the mood for anything and everything but I'll be missing school twice this week and this is not my aim. Which sucks cause then again,I'm drained. I don't know how,but I am DRAINED DEAD TIRED. I didn't even go to school today so I don't know how I'm so tired. Anyway,I did improvisation's homework! Fucking damn proud about it,cause........I don't usually do my homework? But that aside,its homework,I AM SUPPOSE TO DO IT.

I have been really frustrated but my worries always comes from nothing. In the end,I worry over stupid things like I mentioned in my most recent post. Everything happens for a reason and for anything to happen there's a cause.

Regrets are made by stupid people like me,but who am I to blame? But sincerely,myself.

This blog is honestly too dead,either it doesn't get updated or its filled with words. Seriously,I don't know why I'm even keeping it. Shall consider putting it to sleep then..

I miss G and days I get to sleep like no one's problem. BUT NOW? Everything's different. Well,one week till tutorial week meaning I get to rest for an entire week! But of course I know I have to go back to make up for my lessons but then again,who doesn't miss sleeping in on a Monday morning,school's a chore sometimes. But for the love and passion,hold on.

Alright goodnight sweethearts,hope you'll have a good night and a good week. For dancers,hope this week gives you better enlightenment to your movements and training. X

Where does the rainbow end?

2012-01-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

Finally Friday tomorrow,I've been stressing too long on everything that I can not obviously handle myself but I've been just hoping that I'll solve these problems myself one day. (?) Perhaps not. Then again here I am sitting infront of my laptop ranting and ranting knowing that nothing is going to be solved just sitting here. Sometimes I wished,I'd knew what to do each time. But no,I don't.

I stress over too many things,I worry over too many things,I get upset over too many things.
"Do not worry for tomorrow,for today has enough worries of its own and tomorrow shall take care of itself"

I wish life was worry free,stress free,choices free. So I don't have to worry about the choices I make,the steps I take. I need a long long break from everything,but my break is 3 long weeks away,but I'm guessing I'll get there real soon. At least,I hope. I need my weekends. They seem really far away.

So tell me,where does the rainbow end?

A new year,a new begining. Happy 2012.

2012-01-25T13:26:00.000+08:00

Hope everyone had a great Chinese New Year,from the Sick girl with a fever of 2012.

Say Daisy!

2012-01-08T21:31:00.000+08:00

New addition to our puppy family,

2012-01-08T21:10:00.000+08:00

So we have a new little addition to our puppy family,Daisy! The baby Japanese Spitz,beepsy's new baby girl. Who arrived to our family just last Tuesday! Cannot wait to see how beautiful she looks when she grows up,but for now,she'll probably be nibbling alot. Anyway this week has been tiring,and really tedious,and next week will be another one too. Time to soak my feet,so goodnight sweethearts. X

2012-01-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

Back to school in a few hours,and I miss G already. Have a great school week to all those studying! X

Swear up and down to God,that you finally fall in love.

2011-12-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

3 nights from now before G books out from camp again. Sigh my life is disastrous,wish army wasn't so long. Wish it was just a few months of camping in the wild and its over. Okay okay,enough of the whines and rants. Had mumsies birthday dinner last night at Sushi Tei Takashimaya,and oh my god I was in heaven. The sashimi ,the miso soup,the udon,the clams. Then had my supper and gosh that was the life. Spend the entire night at G's place and sent him in this evening back to camp. So its 3 days from now till I see him again,I know its not very long,but its hard. So goodnight sweethearts hope you all had a great Christmas and a great weekend,have a great week ahead. X

Overdued,

2011-12-26T13:44:00.000+08:00

Have yourself,a merry little christmas.

2011-12-26T13:16:00.000+08:00

Scottie,Gabriel&I wishes everyone a Merry Christmas! (:

Life's finest moments lies where you learn to be easily contented,

2011-12-20T22:35:00.000+08:00

Its Tuesday afternoon right now,&I'm sitting home because G's still in camp but! would be out this Friday. I've finally finished uploading all the photos and the video of my trip to Taiwan and hongkong with my favourite girls! That includes you Sean. lol Anyway,I've done the pictorial side of it but not the wordy part. Cause I doubt anyone would wanna read on how boring the trip actually was apart from the company I had cause I can never thank the skies and the earth and the Lord enough for these people I have in my life,that somehow make me feel less alone in this place. Okay since the last long trip we had together to Korea,this would be the Second long trip together with them,I don't know why but I really love hanging out with these girls. I wouldn't say Sean wasn't at all entertaining cause he was,very.

&Of course,Megan. Who obviously grew up from the last time I saw her. Which was say,5 years ago? So they came along too. The flight there was a short 4 hour flight,in addition to a 2 hour journey transit to Taiwan from Hong kong. The trip started with the visit to the Taipei 101 building which is similar to our Orchard Ion in Singapore. All the brands are there,you name it,they have it.

So the trip was alot about travelling from place to place,and learning about their tradition and cultures there. One of the better parts of the trip was going to the mountains to stay! They had humongous bath tubs,equivalent to the hot spring tubs they have there!

And up the mountains we get to touch the sheeps that roam around freely in this mountain area(:

The other exciting part of the trip which I have already updated about would be the Culture Village in Taiwan

The Mayan Adventure in the above picture,the videos of the rides are in posts below.

This one below would be the "Carribean Splash" which I do not have a video of,sadly. But its a really good ride,if you like rides like these. One of the best I've sat yet.

This one here is the Hair Raiser! videos also in the posts below. I wouldn't dare take this one but I heard its good,so those dare devils try this one!

The dragon.

Mine Train

So the bottom three rides are from the Ocean Park Hong Kong.
Main highlights of the trip,and of course shopping! But sadly,there are only winter clothes. Hard to buy anything over there,but the places with the cheapest and best clothing would be Xi men ding, Wu fen pu, and Ladies Street in Hong Kong. And to those who have dogs at home and have an addiction for buying them lots of clothes , Wu fen pu is the best place to be! (: So well,that's pretty much all about the trip. Counting down 2 and a half more days to G's first book out! ^^b

&I've come to learn that,we really do know what we have,just that we'd never know how its like to be without it and we'd never know how much we need it till we know we might just lose it.

2011-12-20T14:16:00.002+08:00

Formosa Aboriginal Culture Village&Ocean Park,

2011-12-20T01:53:00.000+08:00

Alright I'm back! From my trip to Taiwan and Hong Kong. But currently the photos are taking awhile to upload,so I'll first show you the highlights of my trip,which was from Formosa Aboriginal Culture Village,and the well known Ocean Park Hong Kong. (:

So the first ride you see here is from the Culture Village called "Mayan Adventure". One of the best rides I had since the Eagles Fortress in S.Korea. A must try if you go there! Very very thrilling.

The second ride you see here would be the "Hair Raiser" in Ocean Park Hong Kong. One I'd dare not try cause its really hair raising! But I heard that it was pretty awesome,so this would be the must try in Ocean Park.

The third ride here is "The Dragon" , not as good as the first two and its pretty slow. But the loops at this speed is grawsome. So if you like to be hanged upside down for awhile,try this!

And last but not least,the "Mine Train". This ride has the most thrilling falls I've had so far,so if you like falls on a coaster,this ride has it all.

There was one I couldn't find on youtube,would be the "Carribean Splash" from the Culture Village. It has the most wicked sick falls and coaster combined. So if you like to roller backwards and have a full on splash,this is the ride to definately die for. We sat twice on this ride! It was to wicked awesome.

&Yes,that's all for this update,till I'm done with the photos. I'll be back to post them up! So goodnight Sweethearts,hope everyone had a good week. X

Part 2,

2011-12-19T15:43:00.000+08:00

Welcome 2 Taiwan!

2011-12-19T13:10:00.000+08:00

G,

2011-12-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

I will miss you G,two weeks. We can do this , I love you. (: X

2011-12-07T18:31:00.000+08:00

Simaling's 18th Birthday Cake,by @eatsleepdance and I.

2011-12-06T13:56:00.002+08:00

"No measure of time with you will be long enough.

But lets start with Forever."

2011-12-05T01:57:00.003+08:00

Counting down 4 more days to Taiwan!
Counting down 3 more days to G's first book in. ):

Don't under estimate the things that I will do,

2011-12-03T22:57:00.000+08:00

The Zoo and some overdued photos,sigh my eyes are itchy. ):

He said she said,

2011-12-03T01:32:00.000+08:00

Off to the Singapore Zoo again later in the morning!

Good early Saturday morning y'all,this marks the first day of my holidays! Fyeah. \m/

Guess who!

2011-12-03T01:31:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th my Simaling! X

You have my heart and soul,

2011-12-02T00:57:00.000+08:00

Final exam tomorrow. Finally!

Ikea,friends,meatballs and such,

2011-11-30T12:39:00.002+08:00

True friends,people you can always count on.

2011-11-30T01:52:00.002+08:00

You can never have the best of both worlds,and sometimes,that's probably the best you've got.

Far away,

2011-11-28T00:37:00.000+08:00

So far away,too far away for far too long.

I'd wanted , I'd wanted you to stay,I needed,I need to hear you say.

I've loved you,I've loved you all along,I forgive you for being away for far too long.

Keep breathing cause I'm not leaving you anymore,believe it hold on to me never let me go.

New room,

2011-11-27T02:01:00.001+08:00

Do you hear that love?

2011-11-27T01:22:00.000+08:00

Last lesson with all the girls cause Euge has officially left the job on Saturdays,gonna miss them all especially the few whom I have a deep impression on, JiaXuan,Nicole,Kaela,Love,Prisca,Giselle. Of course all of them are huge sweethearts,hope I'll still see them around again. (: So buddy's here for the night again,waiting for Gabriel to be over. Should head to bed soon,back to church again tomorrow and the boys are coming home! I'm loving the weekends,also will post up a picture of my new room! Goodnight sweethearts,love y'all. X

2011-11-22T11:18:00.001+08:00

Technique exams are finally over!!!!!!!!!!

Smiley TicTac (:

2011-11-21T21:03:00.001+08:00

Hehehehehe (:

A doggy affair,

2011-11-19T14:09:00.000+08:00

Guess who got reunited with his long lost sweetheart? (: Birthday celebration at Jess's place,with Jo,Joey and Gabriel. Exams are nearing and I've lost so much time with these girls. Let's just hope this two weeks will get over soon. Waiting for Joey and Simaling to go out to meet Little Bean for the first time. Also the boy to get up and go have some mee goreng! Sigh. Alright wish me luck for Monday! First exam in school. Have a good weekend sweethearts. X

Be my own,Heroine?

2011-11-17T00:17:00.003+08:00

Finally say,half done with studying fo music? And tomorrow's the assessment, and I have technique class tomorrow at 9 in the morning. Okay,I'll take the little time I have left to update about the time I last stopped till now. So about a week before,our little boy Scottie took a holiday run off and almost gave us a major heart attack,but thankful for the loving animal society we actually live in and thank god for all the heart warming animal lovers out there , we managed to find our boy back. Bridget and her family have been really really sweet,they found him,took him in,gave him a bath and fed him and even got him a new collar with a bell on it. So now wherever he runs to,we can hear him loud and clear. &it was really sweet of them to get him checked for a microchip first and contacted the SPCA immediately. Very very thankful. Hearts to you and your family. Also,I have to thank all the animal help centers,which allowed me to post up lost posters on their facebook pages and websites. (: Without all these help I don't think we'd have him back so fast.

So the past few weekends I've been teaching at Crestar Tampines,and Euge's gonna stop teaching there soon which is the end of the month. Means I won't be seeing the girls any much more,guess I'd be missing them. My first batch of girls I taught,though a little cheeky and naughty sometimes,but how can I forget how they tell me their stories one after another. Hopefully I get a picture of them and see them for the last time before Euge actually leaves!

Thirdly,Gabriel's finally gonna enter the army! Happy as I am for him,I think I'm gonna miss him like I've never before. So there's the pro's and con's. It tutorial and practice week,and I'm actually dreading school more than ever. I don't know how that's even possible. But well, I don't have a choice but to make it through this week and I have a 3 day break next. God bless me for Ballet technique and Modern technique that I may rectify my dates ASAP. Actually only ballet,so well apart from that. I've had food poisoning the day I said goodbye to our beloved Jerison! (sad he had to leave so fast) The throwing up was really really bad,I didn't know if I could make it to see daylight,but I of course , was exaggerating. Got to the doctors the next day and almost died in Specialized class. Missed school again today and therefore spamming funshion with movies and dramas. Forensic Heroes 3! Which I've been following since the first Sequel. And of course HIMYM 7 and Two broke girls season 1. Alright,that's probably all I have for you guys for now. I'll be back with more stuffs,if I have any. So goodnight sweethearts,have a happy Thursday. X

Oh&Btw,Strawberrycoatedkisses has launched it's second collection! Go grab those lovely pieces now! (:

-What if I'd waited,would anything have changed?

"But its just you and me,with all other people,

with nothing to do,nothing to lose,

and its just you and me,with all other people,

but I don't know why,I can't keep my eyes off you." - You and me ; lifehouse

2011-11-14T01:02:00.002+08:00

Okay? Not.

Back where you belong,

2011-11-08T01:11:00.002+08:00

Thank you all for your help to look for our lost dog! We found him! (: Big thank yous for all who helped to pass the message around. He's home now,safe and sound. (: alright so it's back to school tomorrow and I wonder how my weekend passed so fast. But well it's time to get my shuteye now. So goodnight sweethearts! X

So glad to have you back Scottie,we missed you.

)':

2011-11-07T01:19:00.002+08:00

WE WANT SCOTTIE BACK,

2011-11-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

HI PEOPLE LIVING IN THE AREA OF SIN MING AVE OR THOMPSON AREA! PLEASE HELP US FIND OUR BELOVED DOG WHO RAN AWAY THIS AFTERNOON! LEAVE A COMMENT IF YOU HAVE FOUND HIM OR SEEN HIM NEARBY! THANK YOUUU!!!!!

Before my life flies by,I need you to slow me down

2011-11-05T23:23:00.003+08:00

Starting of my long weekends and I'm currently at the boy's. So as I said I'd update on the trip to the Singapore Zoo and here I am. Alright,I finally met up the bunny girls after quite a long time. Drizzling day it was for almost the entire trip there,but nonetheless it was pretty alright. Went separate ways later in the evening , then Gabriel and I went for a movie. So that's pretty much how the trip was. School this week was okay,and the exams are nearing. So the photos are at the bottom,that would probably sum up the entire day there. (:

So I came home last night,and I saw this lying on the table! Couldn't express how happy and elated I was receiving this parcel,which I have waited for only less than a week. Dance Direct is really efficient in mailing their items to me , so I'm definitely introducing them to you dancers out there who's looking for a wide range of dance products in just one web (: At the bottom are some of the items I've purchased from them and I must say they are much of a good quality.

Also,if you're interested in other websites you could go to Discount Dance & Buy Leotard.

ONE MORE THING! I think I've said this before but!

Visit STRAWBERRYCOATEDKISSES!!!

For awesome,grawsome stuffs to grab! Most of the items are left with the last piece,so grab yours fast!

Alright,have a great weekend y'all! X

Btw,Happy Birthday Keon the Bear. (:

Time for bed,

2011-11-03T00:51:00.002+08:00

So we went to the Singapore Zoo today,to celebrate Beepsy's Birthday. Happy Birthday Sweetheart,X

Will update the whole story when the weekends come! Goodnight guyz.

Anyway,selling away this pair of shoes! Size 38 @ $35 !!
Condition 9/10

The epic moments of school,

2011-10-26T22:38:00.001+08:00

The past week,

2011-10-23T22:48:00.000+08:00

The past week has been productive,school was good. Attended a wedding on Tuesday&got my phone gmasked too which I'm totally obsessed with now, helped out Angeline with her shoot on Thursday and I taught at Crestar again on Saturday! To relief Eugena due to her ankle pains. Anyway its back to school tomorrow and holiday on wednesday! Getting pretty hyped up for the week now and oh yes, Strawberrycoatedkisses has launched its very first collection! Awesome pieces up for grabs! Alright I have to head home soon. Goodnight y'all have a good week ahead! X

Aftermath

2011-10-17T00:39:00.001+08:00

It's back to school in a few hours.

EAT , SLEEP , DANCE , REPEAT.

2011-10-16T00:35:00.002+08:00

Fun Day's pictures. I've so much to say,but to keep it short our department was way beyond awesome. &I cannot describe how much good effort was put in all the tele-matches. But all in all,I had an awesome day and I hope the rest of the department did too. Alright,buddy is staying over for the night and he looks sleepy,I should get going. Have a good weekend sweethearts,X.

Medical Leave,

2011-10-10T15:14:00.001+08:00

On medical leave today due to a slight twist in my ankle,so I have the time now to update on my fabulous weekend since school started. So our school week was pretty short,and I've finally met my goal,for not missing school for an entire week. So my school week was pretty productive,including my weekends. Friday was a short day but lessons were great. 4 students in class due to "Third Space" production at the Esplanade the rest of the class was there. My night was spent with Gabriel,having Sakae Sushi! I cannot explain how much I've haven't had sushi in the longest time and that Sushi is my love? Alright so away from that I also caught "Real Steel" that night. &I must say,the show was fantastic. So the highlight of the week was Saturday,I relieved Eugena's Baby Ballet's class in the morning. The girls were such sweethearts although here and there,you'll find one or two kids harder to work with but all in all,it was really good. I loved every single one of those girls. They made my day , and particularly one of them gave me a small flower! Which I do not know where she got it from , but that was the sweetest thing ever. So,Sunday. The monsters finally came home,so did the double A's. Had a good time laughing with everyone. My weekend was the most satisfying one this semester. X

Anyway,selling away this pair of wedges! Size 36! Do support and fund us!

CHAPTER 54! CLICK CLICK.

Say weeeeek ends!

2011-10-01T01:39:00.001+08:00

Alright photos from last week when we gathered to meet up with my baby girl jacq! I'm quite lazy to type the whole adventure of us throughout the day so imma just leave you guys with the photos,though it's quite sad that I only have a photo with her through the whole day. (: but well,goodnight y'all. X

Break every rule,there's nothing between you and your dreams.

2011-09-30T00:10:00.002+08:00

School has been a real torture for me. Having to wake up at early hours in the morning just isn't what I want. Well the happy thing is , it's Friday! Finally the weekends are here. I neeeeeeed to get some rest I'm so so, exhausted. So since iPhone finally has a blogger app I would be able to update even without my laptop! Some say mobile technology is getting better and better each day. Alrighties,I shall go get some shuteye now. X

OMGZX?!

2011-09-27T00:30:00.002+08:00

Confessions of a pinkaholic,

2011-09-27T00:22:00.003+08:00

So well I went a little shopping today besides going to school and yupp,pink fills me up. I also have Scottie on my phone now,haha k kidding! Back to school tomorrow again. Goodnight y'all. X

We speak no americano,

2011-09-25T18:03:00.000+08:00

Back to school tomorrow. Sigh,why do holidays pass so quickly?

2011-09-19T22:04:00.001+08:00

First day of my 3 days holidays.

2011-09-19T12:09:00.001+08:00

Fuck yeah blogger app for iPhone. \m/

Bow chicka WOW WOW?!

2011-09-18T16:34:00.003+08:00

So I found out my boyfriend's other name is called Ning Nicodemus Koh. I AM SURPRISED.

"Well basically, my family travel the world. My dad has this importing and exporting business around the world so we move to different countries at least every three years. I've been to Scotland, Michigan, Turkey, Hong Kong and even Sydney! And I'm kinda enjoying it. I like drama and all that kind of stuff and I love reading! My older introduced books to me when I was like 5 or so? And since then, there is not a time I won't be found with a book in my hand. And that's how I found out about the Harry Potter Series. I also read other books like the twilight series, lord of the rings, Narnia chronicles, spiderwick chronicles and even the House of Night series.

I love all kinds of music, but i mostly enjoying listening to Paramore and Boys like Girls, although now I'm going through this phase of listening to Kpop (its Korean pop fyi). Examples of Kpop bands are DBSK, Girls Generation and 2pm. "

Firstly, his family doesn't travel the world and they don't move to different countries every 3 years cause from what I know,he has been staying in where he is for the past 20 years. SO FIRST POINT ALREADY FAIL.
Secondly,he has never been to Turkey,Michigan. FAIL,AGAIN.
Thirdly, HE HATES DRAMA AND DOESN'T READ? FAIL,YET AGAIN.
Fourthly, HE HAS NEVER READ HARRY POTTER TWILLIGHT,NARNIA , SPIDERWICK CHORNICLES AND THE HOUSE OF NIGHT. I know these because he doesn't even know what to expect when he watches the movie with me? and I'm the one reading all these books,apart from HARRY POTTER? DOUBLE FAILURE.
Fifth point,HE KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT KPOP HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO NAME DBSK,2PM,well perhaps he knows Girls Generation cause of the pretty girls in there. But its not surprising at all isn't it?

So well,if you wanna impose someone I suggest you brush up on their daily life before going all out and creating a beautiful blog and getting all the facts,WRONG. Trying to impose as someone and yet getting all the facts wrong , this is not all impressing young man. Its so sad you're so afraid of showing your real self and have to impose as others.

My my,what people do these days. Don't these people have anything better to do? How imbecile.

How such lifeless people actually entertain me and make me laugh on rainy days HAHAHA.

MY HOGWARTS BOYF HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Penang 2011,

2011-09-18T01:16:00.002+08:00

Whatever it takes,

2011-09-03T00:45:00.000+08:00

I'll do whatever it takes,to turn this around I know whats at stake,I know that I've let you down. &if you give me a chance,believing I could chance,I'll keep us together,whatever it takes.

Favourite little people,

2011-09-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

The ones that keep me sane in school. X

2011-08-31T23:58:00.001+08:00

School's been hectic,so was my mind. The only time I find to get on the net is to upload the photos from our class outing up here and I'm back to doing my work. Never did I expect myself to say this,but I'm actually doing homework. And well,I don't know how to put all my current thoughts and all that's been happening into words. I just hope I make it through this week.

If you were me?

2011-08-31T23:55:00.000+08:00

Have you ever made scenarios in your head and thinking what you'd do if it ever happens? But then again laugh to yourself cause you'd tell yourself you're just creating impossible scenarios that would never happen. Then at the very moment when you'd least expect any of it,it hits you right in your face and you just find yourself completely lost.

2011-08-31T23:48:00.000+08:00

Never did it pass my mind that this day would come,but guess what,it did.

2011-08-31T23:42:00.000+08:00

School,

2011-08-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

Its finally my weekends,but I can say that school this week was good. At least I know now I tried stretching every single minute of the day. Time to go get some rest now,feeling so drained. Have a good weekend sweethearts! X

My weekend,

2011-08-22T00:04:00.000+08:00

2011-08-21T01:10:00.001+08:00

The realistic-ness of certain people just scares me and how often they talk about all the good heart mind and soul. Just at this very moment,it disgusts the fucking shit out of you cause you realize all they've said are just a whole load of crappy bullshit. The way you want people to look at you often starts from how you actually look at others.

2011-08-19T00:20:00.002+08:00

You don't fucking know me.